I sat right in front of you
A flood broke through the dam inside me
The way you surrounded me
Tight with your cold frozen heart
Had my limbs paralyzed

None could be done
A cry for help had long sailed
I was just trying to take a closer look
To what had dimmed the flames inside you
All the butterflies stranded in your stomach
Lied there lifeless
Their wings broken and scattered

I watched
As you built your walls around me
Reading the writings on my little brooding silly mind

Sulk and sullen
I drowned in your smoke
A transparent hole in your soul
Your emptiness soared high
Contaminated the air
Landed on my torn up ragged skin with its mysterious tenderness
Stabbing deep into my Id with satisfaction
Reviving
My ego prevailing

I inhaled your damned frustration
Let my consciousness suffocate in it
Your eyes mirrorred and reflected nothing
Unspeakable sorrow masked as wrath
All I could see was nobody